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Re: Very good to see you, Searching
Posted by Searching... on July 2, 2009 at 20:06:48

In reply to: Very good to see you, Searching* posted by catsmeow on July 2, 2009 at 11:25:23*

Thanks Cats...
I think of all of you often & sometimes feel bad about kind of disappearing but maybe I am just not obsessing as much anymore.
I also sometimes just don't know what to say anymore as I feel I have said it all over & over.
I am sure you know how that goes!
I am glad though that the desperation, etc. is not present any longer.
At times I feel very frustrated but mostly just saddened by the thought that sometimes even though two people can love each other immensely it just isn't enough.
I know he is doing everything that he can do for me given the circumstances but it truly does sadden me to know that it isn't enough for me.
I feel selfish at times but remind myself that I deserve to have what is right for me.
I am sure that you also know how that goes...
Well, enough of that kind of thinking & I appreciate you reaching out to me.
You guys are truly angels & sometimes when I read the advice given it brings tears to my eyes because obviously our experiences have made all of us better people as hard as it is.
Take care & stay well...
Searching...

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> Thanks Cats... > I think of all of you often & sometimes feel bad about kind of disappearing but maybe I am just not obsessing as much anymore. > I also sometimes just don't know what to say anymore as I feel I have said it all over & over. > I am sure you know how that goes! > I am glad though that the desperation, etc. is not present any longer. > At times I feel very frustrated but mostly just saddened by the thought that sometimes even though two people can love each other immensely it just isn't enough. > I know he is doing everything that he can do for me given the circumstances but it truly does sadden me to know that it isn't enough for me. > I feel selfish at times but remind myself that I deserve to have what is right for me. > I am sure that you also know how that goes... > Well, enough of that kind of thinking & I appreciate you reaching out to me. > You guys are truly angels & sometimes when I read the advice given it brings tears to my eyes because obviously our experiences have made all of us better people as hard as it is. > Take care & stay well... > Searching...