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Yes....
Posted by movin_silence on July 3, 2009 at 16:27:56

In reply to: FRIENDS* posted by I am strong on July 3, 2009 at 15:57:55*

My Xmm told me once he couldn't stand the thought of me not being in his life. I really enjoy your company; the sex isn't the most important thing; I'm at an age where that isn't as important to me as it probably is to you(he's 20 yrs my senior).

You made me laugh IAS with the happy-go-lucky crap; And I thought mine was the only one who could act so chipper all the time; meanwhile, I just want to cry, and choke him senseless.

So ya know what; I don't pretend anymore; it literally goes against the grain of who I am. So I decided to drop the fake bullshit and go NC. Do I feel like I'm dying and wanting to cry most of the time? Absolutely! But at least I'm not giving anymore of myself and have some dignity left, which helps me move on.

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> My Xmm told me once he couldn't stand the thought of me not being in his life. I really enjoy your company; the sex isn't the most important thing; I'm at an age where that isn't as important to me as it probably is to you(he's 20 yrs my senior). > > You made me laugh IAS with the happy-go-lucky crap; And I thought mine was the only one who could act so chipper all the time; meanwhile, I just want to cry, and choke him senseless. > > So ya know what; I don't pretend anymore; it literally goes against the grain of who I am. So I decided to drop the fake bullshit and go NC. Do I feel like I'm dying and wanting to cry most of the time? Absolutely! But at least I'm not giving anymore of myself and have some dignity left, which helps me move on.