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i'm a 52 year old male. i met "D" about 5 years ago. she started doing some part time work for our company. she would be dealing directly with me. i was instantly infatuated with her - her looks, personality, dress, everything!!!!

but she (33 years old at the time) was married to her high school sweetheart, a successful engineer (married for4 years at the time) who was also a baptist deacon and a school board member. "D" was a sunday school teacher and a children's choir leader. they have three boys (4, 6 and2 at the time) i, on the other hand had been divorced for a couple of years.

it never entered my mind that there could ever be anything between us although i'll have to admit i might have had some fleeting fanatics on days she would come into my office wearing a short skirt. my company had a presentation to give one night about 3 months after "D" started her part time work for us. she asked if she could ride with me in my convertible. after the presentation, she asked if i would put the down. she told me i could take the long way back to the office. i still didn't think anything about it.

every 3-4 months, i would go and take photo's of our jobs. "D" ask if she could go with me. then she wanted to go with me every time i went. i thought we were just becoming good friends. she started getting pretty personal with her questions to me on these photo journeys - like who i was dating, what kind of women i liked (physically and mentally). in january of last year, i had a convention to go to in dallas and she had a computer class in dallas at the same time. she asked if we could fly to dallas together and stay in the same hotel. i agreed, but still didn't think anything about it.

thest night in the hotel, i went to the bar to relax. "B" had gone up to her room to call her family and have dinner. about 9:00pm, i looked up and there she was. she came over to my table and asked if she could have a drink with me (baptists don't drink!!!). after 2 or three drinks, our conversation turned to sex (SURE SUPRISED ME!!!). she started talking about how she could make me climax in under 3 minutes and things like that. i had had a few more drinks than she had had, and i began to ask her questions. i found out her husband had to have sex at least 5-6 times a week and how she would do it because it was her wifely duty but that she got absolutely nothing out of it. she had never had an orgasm. she couldn't even become wet. she told me her and her husband kept "KY Jelly" in business. i told her i could make her have an orgasm and asked her to my room. she declined. though the next morning at 6:00am, she called me and wanted to come to my room to give me a hug (to show her appreciation for the good time we had in dallas). i was beginning to think she was just a big tease.

well, about three months later, she called me at work one morning and asked if she could meet me at my apartment to show me what she had been thinking. i had no idea what she was up to but agreed to meet her. the first thing she did was give me a big kiss and proceeded to take my pants off. then she went down on me. after what seemed like an eternity, i convinced her to take her clothes off. she was very shy about her body. she had me lie face down on my couch (wouldn't let me look). sat on my back and gave me a back rub. then out of nowhere she blurted out that she was wet (much to her surprise). we had great sex that day (i did make her have herst orgasm) and started meeting me at lunch at my apartment regularly. we have been meeting for lunch and gone on 4 other business trips together for nearly8 months now. i have bought the company we worked for and she works for me full time now. we have fallen deeply in love with each other and are planning on getting married. she says the only thing keeping her from leaving is their sons. she's afraid he will try and take them from her or they will be very upset with her for breaking up the family. i want her to leave him now but keep telling her that i'll wait0 years if i have to (when her youngest son should be leaving home).

now i'm not sure i can wait0 years. the last8 months have been very hard for me. many lonely nights sitting alone in my apartment while she's home with her family (though she says her and her husband haven't had sex in5 months - and i believe her).

i've recently met another woman (40 yo and divorced, though just for 2 months) and am very attracted to her and her me. i start thinking about waiting0 years for "D" and think about how i'll be 62 and her 49 by then. i don't think i can last0 years. but "D" is a big part of my business and don't think it would succeed without her. i'm sooooo torn, i don't know what to do!!!!!