Rhonda

When I was in college, I wrote a letter to GOD! One part of the letter was a request. I asked Jesus, to ask our father to send me a godly man of his choosing. My faith believes it will happen oneday.

Here it goes. It's about0:00a.m. on Saturday, I'm running ragged trying to get to a recognition ceremony(work related) when there was a knock on my door. I opened the door and saw MY TYPE! He was tall, good looking and I was instantly lubricated. He introduced himself as minister OOXXO. He asked me if i had a church home, and invited me to visit his church(he's not the pastor, more like the assistant pastor). We basically hung on to each other words. I told him I had to leave but i'll be visiting his church tomorrow(I didn't notice a wedding band).

The service was wonderful, I couldn't keep my eyes off him. He approached me and thanked me for attending. As we started to conversate, a litle girl about 7 yrs old approached stating, "daddy, mama wants you. My heart fell to the floor. He shrugged his shoulders and we said farewell. I went back to the church, the church service convinced me to become a member. I attended for 21/2 years, speaking to the MM by way of biblical assistance only. Then I had a situation at church which made me have to involve him. Once he clarified the situation to me, we begain to to talk regularly over the phone.

One Saturday morning, again, I was in deep sleep when my phone rang. It was someone requesting entrance into the complex, I opened the gate, thinking it was a locked out neighbor(happens frequently) and rolled over back to sleep. Two minutes later, a knock at the door. I arose out of bed, looked out the window and it was "HE"! I told him to hold on, splashed water on my face, and knew this was unreal. As I open the door he stated, 'I wanted to meet the real XXOOX. We talked and talked. We ended up in bed. I protested, I did.

I got pregnant after the first encounter. I wanted the baby, he didn't. The affair continued throughout the pregnancy. He came to the hospital and made his daughter legally his. The affair continued. I told him he needs to tell his wife before she hear about us from someone else. He told her. He was providing limited support, now that the wife knows, the check from their joint account, is alittle larger, but still not enough to be realisticly fair, so I introduced the MM to the D.A. office.

These are the present facts: 1. We have an ongoing affair(till he was served with papers last week(he's angry about forced deductions). 2. Wife is aware of affair and daughter. Their still together. Affair continues 3. Pastor of church is aware he states, ""no one else needs to know". Affair continues. 4. I told him , "I love you". He states, "I'm not leaving my wife and three kids(two is his biologically). 5. He states that I fullfill his lustful nature. 6. I ended the affair, but still crave him.

The saga continues.......