Tara

I met my MM at work. I had my eye on him for awhile but i didn't know he was married. I finally found out through one of our coworkers and jokingly said" well, do i still have a chance?", not meaning i wanted to even get involved. He found out about my little crush and had the same coworker ask if i would get together with him one night. I was young(18), and he was older(28), which excited me in a way. I ended up seeing him twice that week. I had sex with him the second time and I felt so bad about it I didn't talk to him for 5 months. We flirted at work but i thought it meant nothing to him. But I knew I was falling in love. Well eventually we got back together and he admitted he was falling in love with me. It was so great because I felt that I finally had what I'd been dreaming of since I met him. We have now been together almost 2 years. We have had many fights, There is alot of distrust between the both of us. But I believe if I work hard enough we will be together someday.