Deceived

i met mr.w. 2 yrs ago,he was in the service,h told me he was legally separated .i had no intention in getting involved with him.he asked if he could call me, i said no then he asked if i'd call him, well, i did and accepted a date the following day.....as i look back i have wondered what made me think it was okay to go on a date with a married man(separated or not), anyway, idid and we saw each other every day for the next 2 months, somewhere along the way he told me he was divorced..

i never could see any proof though,by this time i was hooked so it didn't matter emotionally,that is. i continued trying to arrive at the truth all to no avail..to make a long story short,i continued seeing him for nearly two years and much heartbreak later,the mrs. did find out,we talked at lenght many times,he finally moved back home,she was never stationed here with him,he visited me several times since then but, it's been so painful having going through withdrawls that i can't do this to myself anymore. recently he informed me he was divorced well,i heard that before.i am out of the relationship and have learned my lesson,oh,i was told that i was so guillable to make matters worse....this has been te most joyful and painful 2years of my life.