Isis

I knew my MM through an community band. When he joined, I thought, this isone attractive guy! Then, I kinda asked him one night, about being married.He was! Major disappointment. For two years or so, nothing happened. I was"aware" of him, but never did anything. Then a year ago, we kissed at aChristmas party. It was pure chemistry. And so the affair began. I tried tohold off, but he was so romantic. Letters. Phone calls. Sharing music.Little gifts. Something I'd never ever experienced with a man. He certainlybrought out the sexual side of me I didn't know existed.

Eventually, thenight came when we made love. I shook so much. I was so nervous. So manytimes I tried to break it off, knowing that nothing would ever come from it.As much as I tried to fight it, I fell in love with this man. Funny,romantic, sensual, handsome, great conversationlist. So many qualities.There were not so good times too, but few and far between. Our vacation inMexico together was magic for me. It allowed me to see what it's like have aloving companion. Someone close. To be a couple if only for a short time.

Now, it's over. I hope I found, someday, that same feeling of walking on air.The lightness of heart. The giddiness. The happiness and joy of lovingsomeone very special. But, without the secrets. I hope someday, to run intohim again. I believe, no matter how much time passes, the love will still bethere.