Eugenia

I MET MY LOVER WHEN I WAS 9 YEARS OLD AND HE WAS6. I HAD A BIG CRUSH ON HIM. THEN LATER ON HE FINALLY NOTICE ME, WE WENT TO BEING FRIENDS TO LOVERS IN NO TIME. WHEN MY PARENTS FOUND OUT THEY TRIED TO PUT HIM IN JAIL BUT THAT DIDN'T WORK. SO THEY MOVED US OUT OF TOWN AND HE MARRIED MY COUSIN. I WAS SO HEARTBROKEN. 2 WEEKS AFTER THEY GOT MARRIED I WAS WITH HIM. HE TOLD ME THAT THE ONLY REASON WHY HE DID IT WAS SO MY FAMILY WOULD LEAVE HIM ALONE. SO WE DECIDE THAT HE WAS GOING TO STAY MARRIED TO HER UNTIL I TURN8.

WELL, SHE DECIDED THAT SHE WANTED TO KEEP HIM AND WHEN I TOLD HIM THAT I WAS GETTING MARRIED HE TRIED TO TALK ME OUT OF IT. MY BEST FRIEND TOLD HIM THAT MY WEDDING DAY WAS THE 20TH.BUT IT WAS THE9TH. HE LEFT HER AND SHOW UP TO S THE WEDDING BUT HE WAS A DAY LATE. WE DECIDE TO KEEP HAVING A AFFAIR. THEN I GOT PREGNANT BY HIM. IN MY STATE YOU CAN'T GET A DIVORCE IF YOU ARE PREGNANT SO WE WAITED UNTIL THE BABY WAS BORN.

OUR SON WAS BORN ON SEPT. 22 AND THEN ON OCT.4 HE CALLED AND WANTED TO GET TOGETHER ON WEDNESDAY OCT. 6 TO MEET HIS SON. BUT ON TUESDAY NIGHT OCT.5. HE GOT KILLED AT WORK. HE NEVER GOT TO MEET HIS SON. EVERYONE IN OUR TOWN KNEW ABOUT US. I HAD SO MANY PHONE CALLS AND FRIENDS DROP BY TO CHECK ON ME. IT WAS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. HIS WIFE FORBID ME TO COME TO THE FUNERAL. I HAVE BEEN CLOSE TO THE GRAVEYARD BUT IT IS SO HARD.MY DAUGHTER HAVE BEEN BEGGING ME TO GO AND SEE HIM. SHE IS ONLY 5. I CAN'T DO IT. TO BEAT IT ALL MY HOUSE BURNED DOWN ON DECEMBER 30TH.8 WILL ALWAYS BE UNFORGETTABLE. I HAVE GAIN ALOT THAT YEAR AND I HAVE LOST A GREAT MAN. IF YOU AND YOUR LOVER TRULY LOVE EACHOTHER YOU WOULD DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN TO BE TOGETHER. WE DID BUT GOD HAD OTHER PLANS FOR US.