Deanna

My story is not your normal affair with a married man story.You see, I too am married.My married lover owns his own business and my husband works for him.I am not quite sure how it all started.One day I had returned a vehicle to my married man and he gave me a ride home.We talked about life as we often did,but this time it was different.I was lonely and so was he.I am very outgoing and as we approached my driveway I told him he didn't have to sit home and live without sex.

The next day he called and asked if I was kidding.I told him I needed some fun and excitement just as he did and if we could agree to just a sexual relationship with no strings attached I was all for it.Oh yea,another thing that made me want him was that he was not "a player".All of our friends said he would never cheat so I really wanted him just to prove a point.We decided to meet and talk one day and before it was over we had made love for the first time.He told me not to fall in love because he wasn't looking for that.I was a little hurt but I knew I couldn't love him,given our situation we would never have any peace together.About 3 months later he said it." I Love You".I was already in love too but scared to tell him for fear of losing him.His wife gave birth to their 2nd child that same week and I knew I would lose him for sure.He stayed with her until bed time and left.He called me on his cellphone and within an hour we were making love in 'their' bed.That was almost 2 years ago and today I love him more than anything.We still get together as much as possible.We talk every day.My heart aches for him at times but I wouldn't know what to do without him in my life.I have hopes and dreams that oneday when our kids are grown we will be together.